I deal with zero ability to socialize and have fun with anybody, it's like my brain really has zero of anything that used to be me. I'm 23 now, and this happened at age 20, but before age 20, I played golf, did trips and activities with friends, went to a lot of parties, liked to drink socially, played soccer, played music, went to concerts, chased girls, etc. I don't do any of this stuff anymore, and when I try, it's like I never liked it in my life. I be with friends and have zero feeling of fun or enjoyment, zero interest in golf, and after a sip of beer, all these symptoms are magnified and I become really silent and tired and depressed, when before I used to drink and it would make me feel good, and often function better at parties. Now, I function worse after some alcohol, which doesnt make sense to me, and don't tell me to change my values on this one! Is there anyone who has had this and reversed it and got their old self back?