Ok...Yeast feed on sugar/ and they think instead of me....i assume that.

Then when i crave sugar is the yeast who is telling me to crave it....
But, what when i crave fats?

I don´t know if it is normal...but i do crave fats too....

There are some big theories out there....one is that candida is provoqued by an excess sugar on the diet.... another that it is because a excesss of fats....others: liver issues, gallblader issues, metal poisoning, weak inmune system ....

It is interesting because i didn,t catch a fever since many years ago...and i am wondering how with such infection that i have  i no longer catch high temps or fever

Good advice. Thanks...so on..if my tastes buds seems that i like oranje juices...i must go for it....?
They dont´t seem to love raw meatbut if i prepare it like steak tartare with a little bit of tamari and onion, cappers and pickles.....i love , but this doesn´t fill your word "unseasoned"......

As CK said, raw meat is not a panacea..., fixing your diet involves removing bad foods. I hope you can see that most of the bad foods and bad food processing (like cooking) were incorporated into the human diet after the paleolithic era, so a raw paleo diet can be free of so-called bad foods.

Your tongue looks horrid, much worse than mine ever did. The poop strands might be strings of mucus. When I tried RPD two years ago, I promised myself to try for two weeks only. I'm still here, feeling so much better. I have tried many raw animals foods and I have my favorites. I never eat grains or milk or cheese. The things I could never figure out about my health are obvious now.

I will assume you are here for your health, and I hope you read what you need to know to help yourself. So nice of you to introduce yourself.

Thanks for your answer.
Yes it is horrid and yes, i am because of my health and because i don´t  trust a lot on doctors.  But one year ago i thought the panacea was fruits/veggies/nuts/oils/grains and now i tried steak tartare!!!! Extreme....

This is my white tongue.....weird :-(((

Hi. I have been reading a lot on this forum. A lot of good and helpfull people. So pleased. And then i have decided to log in and post what i think its my story in order to maybe in the future help some people too and find answers to my questions.

I am a male, 31 years old. 1,80cms and 71 kilograms right now. I have been a little bit underweight since childhood...not a strong person.

When i was 1 year old, i had a lot of problems with food. I ate almost anything. My family say i only ate avocados, blue cheese, pickles and yogourt. My parents always had a bad time with my food intake....i could stay in front of the table for hours....it will be school time...and i still was sitting, looking at my meal. Pediatrist  said  i had some digestive disorders, diarreas of course. My parents didn´t give a lot of importance to this, and life went on.
   
Then at 10 years old i began to eat a lot. I began swallow all the food they put in front of me not matter what it was. But i still always been a thin person. I could eat a lot, but I never gained weight. I usually go to the bathroom 1, 2, 3 even 4 times a day, having loose stools and/or pale ones. I always had some acid reflux after meals...but I always thought it was normal, so, again life went on...

I have been always the type of person that easily do things, easily learn things...but i always lacked of discipline and attitude. I have began a lot of things in my life, i have been good in them, but always i left it, and began another new thing....i had never end anything on my life. I usually left things when they were going ok, in the best moments i change my attitude with them. It has been frustrating.

As well i had always been a rebel person. I usually destroyed all my relationships in life...not giving security to my girlfirends.....been influenzable by new people but not by my dear friends, family or people that loves me. I always thought this was due to my parents divorce, my circustances, or some genetical predispotion because my father is depressive/bipolar...as my grandpa is too...My other grandpa died from cancer and my uncle died too at 28 years old from medular cancer. I was born in a industrial city so I suppose it was so contaminated

At 15 years old i began smoking Pot and some tobacco, i dont know why, friends....social ego or automedication.....dont know.

I always had recurrent ear infections, alergies and bronchittis/asma and doctors usually gave me antibiotics, and inhalators like pulmicort, terbasmin, ventholin, and seretide...when i was 21 years old and by a naturalist reccomendation i quit milk and most dairy products and this issue solved in about a year.....but i think other things began happening to my inmune system.

Then i followed my life....get back things, left them, get back things, left them....and so on my life was like a roller-coaster.

I remember my friends always telling me i had a problem and lack of attention but i never think seriously about it. I thought it only were jokes. Some time ago a very close and smart friend told me he thought i was autist.....

3 years ago a book came to my hands. It was a naturist book. I began learning about "healthy" nutrition and quit sugar, i began to eat more honey....a lot of fruit in the mornings and evenings, big salads, veggies, safe starches, lots of olive oil, drink distilled water....and so on. I read about candida too, but i didn´t gave it so much importance. Then, another swing and i broke with my girl 2 years ago. So in retrospective....this form of life didn,t help a lot

I decided to live alone and try to search me but i failed and began another relationship. I never open my heart to her, and she suffered a lot. I tried to broke with her 3 times but always come back...She still were suffering about me. She was the best person i had ever meet, disciplined, know how to love, have a lot of attention for me, and was giving me ALL, but i couldn´t saw it ...always thinking on me and me..".i am not well, i am not well, i am going to hurt you...." and so it was....

Then i learn and read again about candida, i had some toenail fungus, white thrush on my mouth and dry mouth, pennis fungus, mood swings and ohhhh!  The answer to all my problems.....it wasn´t me...it is a fungus that is destroying my blood and life...easy thing...change your diet and your life will change.....easy, isn´t it? JA JA JA

And last summer i change my diet.....began eating "healthy grains" you know, millet, amaranth, buckwheat....a lot of veggies....not sugar....a lot of nuts, veggies soups, miso, tamari, a lot of neew stuff i thoght i had the key of health that never had.....but become obsesed with the food, not wanting to go anywhere because i need to eat this stuff or that one. My great girl began to suffer more indeed.

Then, i bought a book about fasting...and did a 11 day water fast with enemas, i lost 11 kilograms....thought i was still underweight....my girl didn´t aproved it...but i had the real key of health....you know...2000 years of health on my hands...during this fast none of my symptoms improved (white tongue, fungal issues, chilis...) but at least i could saw some aliens getting out my body what i thought it was candida (i will show photos) and eureka! YEs i have candida! ok... I began to eat again, you know, fruit juices, rice, no meat, nuts...typical things....I gained back about 7 kilograms. I forgot to say that the same day i broke my fasting...my girl broke with me....she thought i became crazy (and certainly i was) and she never believed on the candida theories i was doing.

Went to general Doctor that did me some blood and stools tests that showed positive on parasites (giardia lamblia) and high levels of blood white cells. He gave me metronidazol but i didn´t take it because i did a lot of research on the internet and it showed me that it wouldn´t work.

Then i learn about liver flushings but i had never have the willpower for doing any.
The the potato/no fat diet of a curezone poster came....i lost another 4 kilogram and i got skynny again for christmass. My far family was shocked when they saw me....even my grandpa though i was a heroin addict.....bad moments.

Then i began to eat cooked paleo and gain some weight...but some things began to happen....dark cyrcles around my eyes and very very bad breath...

I went then to a special psichiatric 100kms from my house. He confirm me all my theories. I had leaky gut, probably due to a food intolerance or a toxic poisoning (mercury..lead...etc). He did me a blood analisys that showed very low levels of aminoacids and he said me my brain couldn´t work properly with this levels. They showed very low trypthophan, taurine, omega 3s, and more....

He put me on suplements+diet.....some herbal remedies for drinking and cleansing
 
Morning: Aloe vera juice + probiotics + oranje juice + apple puree + folic acid low fat milk + cereals (usually muesly or oats) and a blue fish sandwich if hungry (this gave me reflux instantly)

Lunch: cooked beans/lentils/rice or potatoes with veggies and some krill oil omega 3 capsules

Dinner: Fish, omelette, veggies and probiotic + taurine + tryptophan.

I then began to have  a lot anxiety but massive energy...but i was super indecisive....although i was doing things...my ex girl could get near me again, she almost thought to come again with me....but then i broke this diet and suplements again when reading this and other forums and seeing that people do better without all that stuff (beans, grains.....fruits) and began some short of cooked paleo again due to what i thought was anxiety..........and things have been worsening again till now. I am totally depressed again, eating whatever i want i thinking that i am not going to beat this beast with diet....due to my indecissivenness and fears, my ex has got distance again from me....and i am not doing almost anything again.

I have only tested raw meat 1 day last week and it was in the form of steak tartare.....i think it was delicious but i couldn´t eat raw meat and fat alone, and what about organs....uffff
Anyway raw meat seems to digest very well on my and formed good and dark poops althought i constipate me...the only day in the last months that i had no poops was the day after the raw meat.....and i broke it with carbs and then i go to the bathrooms again.

I am not in paleo, i am not in anything right now.....i had a lot of fear, i became obsessed with food and all people around me think that food by itself won´t cure me....even they thought this is not a real illness, that all is on my head.....

I have read a lot of good stories here, but a lot of people are still ill, and not tolerating new foods....if they eat some sugar, or some honey or some milk...they will be broke again....so i would like to go to the root of the problem. In my case thinking on Mercury or some toxic poisoning (despite i had no fillings?)  and thinking this aliens/parasites are doing some good to me eating that toxic stuff?
It is my elimination organs? Do i need liver flushings? Don´t know.

Even i had emailed GS several times to ask for answers and yet i am not following his reccomendations. Not willpower. I have been reading a lot of different stories on the internet, that i am totally misleading and i don´t know how to continued this issue right now.  I have been readings stories here (Michael for example) almost 10 years on RAF and didn´t beat candida…then he began to do chelation but suddently there are not more posts from him since this (I am guessing if he turned on michael B, a success poster overcoming candida on curezone forums)

My symptoms are:

TOenail fungus
Penis fungus and itchy penis
White thrush on the tongue
Brain fog
Depression
Anxiety
Lack of concentration/poor memory/always doing weird things/lack of
No want to live or do things feeling.
Thinking as all my decisions are bad and always destroy anything i touch.
MOlars that move and slightly headache always when moving it.
Cold hands and feet normally.
Bad saliva odour
Reflux.
Soft and pale stools
Always broken bones easily.
Ear ringing.
Hair loss.

And that is what i think is my story. Of course you could see it like a totally different one from another point of view. I am not on the RAF wagon yet, but i am considering it as I am too a sugar addict but I think if this sugar addiction is only to feed that candida who is helping me on detoxing some thing from my body and starve it will only turn the things worse. I would like to find the real root cause of my illness and try to fix it as soon as possible.