I'm so sorry for your troubles Sabertooth.  

It is best that the children's faces will be blurred out because that will prevent possible repercussions for them at their vulnerable ages. When they get to be the age of consent they might choose to make their own videos.

You are indeed now a free agent. Perhaps it is for the best. You believe so strongly in what you are doing and are a maverick desiring to change the world for the better. It's a risky business with a wife that doesn't agree or support and with children that could be harmed.

What did you work out in terms of custody of the children? You are totally right that it won't matter what they make into your footage without the children to be taken from you and with their faces blurred - except perhaps in their relationship down the road with you - but hopefully you can act along the way to nullify any harm.

The more outrageous they make it, the more exposure it will get and perhaps the more notoriety and ability for you to come forth and prove how they portrayed you incorrectly. You might choose to make your own Sabertooth youtube channel from the notoriety with GS and DaBoss's suggestions. On your own - you could possibly make just about anything they do into a positive.

You are now free to make your way, to make your dreams and goals a reality. I hope the program is your first step - no matter how it turns out.

one word solution that works for almost everyone who tries it...cannabis. Unless your afraid of a little smoke, id rather smoke it than eat it cooked though since smoking makes me feel fine but cooked foods make me feel like crap. I wouldn't recommend the cannabis to your schizophrenic insomniac family though since cannabis can exacerbate the symptoms.

i personally dont think smoking organic pot is bad for you but im sure others will disagree. Even with tobacco, i saw on the wai website that the amount of heat generated toxins absorbed through the cigarette smoke is hundreds of times less than that absorbed by the stomach from cooked foods. The problem with smoking things is when its sprayed and mixed with chemicals not from smoking itself from my personal experience.

GS, yes. "Inger's healing journey" would be great! Is it possible? Does it sound weird..?

@ Toth, thank you  . Not ever will I give up the fishheads, that is for sure. Like a drug to me..lol

The picture is old
I'm not "females"
I don't obsess
What matters is how I feel about my weight

We took her to the vet for her allergies, she is allergic to flea bites and certain bugs that can bite her in taller grass. For now she has to avoid grass, which sucks for a dog.
We have been feeding her meat scraps, which she loves, but she still gets dog food too since we cant always afford meat for her.
I hope eventually her allergies will resolve with a better diet.

awesome! let us know how crossfit goes, i have always wanted to join but am always too broke, thats why i go for potato farm fit /:, but i would definitely consider joining in the winter if i end up in a town and not doing physical labor.

7 times more likely to commit suicide?  well I have a 0% chance to commit suicide, and 0 times 7 is still 0%!   

As for returning the gift to the person who got it for me, that person happens to be in jail.  so I don't think giving it to them is really an option.

Anyways, I don't mind keeping the cat, I like cats, I just don't know much about them and I prefer dogs.  I just don't have a job right now so affording food might be a slight problem since my own food tends to be very expensive.  but if I can get her eating raw meat, then feeding her my leftovers wouldn't be as much of a problem.  Mice are cheap to buy, too.  And eventually I'll get a new job.