On the face of it, I completely agree with Cherimoya Kid. However, if you have been "running scared" of this sort of thing "for so many years," and without laying any of the blame on you, I strongly suggest that you look at your avoidance options.
Gawd don't read so much into that.
You guys know hardly anything about me or what I am like besides that I raise animals and try to eat a mostly raw foods diet.
I am such a friendly guy, people just don't understand. When they realize they are like "oh, I get it, he's stupid!" and this is true to some degree because I am a gullible desperate fuck up at times. I am fully capable of performing random acts of stupidity, especially when things are not going exactly as planned.
I have very little support in the world, just mostly a couple sensitive ears. I am an only child, from a very small family. I have an extensive medical history where they put me to sleep many times, granting me amnesia and reduced comprehension. When I was just 8 I scored 127 and I was always a top in school. But there are just parts of me missing. I have really great ideas and am great at making plans and a whole mess of things, but there are some things I am just horrid at and have little sense.
My goal in life is revenge for the life that was taken from me. The only revenge is to live and breath life as deeply as I can.
This guy tried to strangle me. He isn't a man, he's a dog, alone in the woods, surrounded by wolves.
Yes I know, that was planned, however I would get a shotgun and rock salt shells.