GS - I know what you mean. Everybody at work is freaked out about my diet. I know they must talk about me behind my back, but so far it has gone better than I expected. People are very nice to my face. Even supportive. Actually, I like to laugh about it. I had a huge whole beef heart so my husband took a picture of me posing to eat it with this deranged look on my face, it's funny. I need but also hate my job. There are so many problems with health care that I try to keep my eyes closed to survive. So, I fantasize about leaving in any manner. Maybe that is why I'm not feeling afraid. I was just curious about if Eve meant judgemental employers or something more. I'm also not afraid of my patients. The hospital wants us to see patients as customers. I realized from the get go I could lose my job any day a patient complained enough. I choose not to make work choices out of fear. I did for a month or 2 in the beginning. I would have quit if I'd continued on that way so I accepted the reality of it and I've put in 7 years.

I just keep on smiling with enthusiasm for all that I do for my health, and share it with others who are curious. I'm comfortable being more unusual all the time. My husband was mortified at first. He said what will be next???!!! I said, "whatever it takes honey

, and I hope for the strength to be able to keep my word. This site helps me and I want to see it grow and develop. I'll take my chances. besides becoming healthier than ever eating stuff that everybody says will kill me has taught me to "grow a pair", in a powerfully feminine way of course. If anybody were to actually try to stalk or threaten me or mine, they'd be sorry. Just considering makes me think of my guns and knives.
I guess I have no ties with the medical industry either, and I too can say whatever I want

I'm more excited than ever to make a youtube video
