I don't think I could eat an entire rabbit by myself.  >>;  plus, the idea of eating any organs other than the liver or heart kinda grosses me out.. and I also wouldn't be eating the skin/fur.  I also never had rabbit before so I don't even know if I'd like it in the first place.  Also I've never killed/gutted/skinned an animal before, and I don't know if having to do all the dirty work myself might be a bit off-putting, at least at first.     And it seems like a pretty messy ordeal, I'd have to make sure to keep clean enough.. my dad's house is SPOTLESS, so if I even got the tiniest drop of blood in the house, he'd notice.

In Southern California

I've never really been a big fan of chicken, and I doubt I'd be able to find chicken livers more easily than cow livers.

There's lots of rabbits that run around wild around my neighborhood, I wish I could catch one and eat it.. I wonder what rabbit meat and rabbit liver tastes like?
It would be very difficult to catch one, though, and even more difficult to go unnoticed..

Hm, I once tried honey in the comb, but I didn't much like the texture of the comb and always spat it out.. I don't think I even thought to swallow it, though, I thought that part was inedible.

I'm probably not dong things that "proper" but I'm trying as best as I can to stay raw.. I just have a few problems as far as finding raw/organic foods, having to avoid my dad finding out I'm eating raw meat/eggs, and not having much money to buy my own foods.. and I also haven't found much of a source of fat either, I can't seem to find any marrow, which I really want to try, and I'd prefer to avoid anything pork since whenever I've eaten it (all cooked, though) although it might taste good, I couldn't eat a lot of it before it gave me something of a sick feeling in my stomach and made me feel like the meat is somehow dirty.  The closest butcher I could even find (searching on the internet) was about 45 minutes to an hour drive away, and I couldn't even find much info about it, what I could find made it seem like it was pretty much just a meat processing company.

Probably my best sources for raw/organic foods are Fresh & Easy and Trader Joe's and they don't seem to have that wide of selection from what I could find.. Trader Joe's was the only place at all that I could even find 100% grass-fed beef, and it was only 85/15 ground-beef for about $6 a lb.

Also having trouble finding any liver, the only kind I could find was a plastic container full of very liquidy liver at my local commercial grocery store (and of that store's brand), which more than likely is grain-fed hormone-injected tortured-cow liver.. and I don't know if that would be very safe to eat raw?  and is it supposed to be so liquidy?

I've never really had an intolerance to any type of food, other than for taste or texture.  Nothing I eat ever makes me sick, even when I was on SAD and ate horrible junk like crazy.  I'm not sure if I would be able to find raw milk or cheese anywhere though, unless I was able to find a farm, which would then most likely be grain-fed since there's like no 100% grass-fed farms around here.. so it's pretty much pasteurized or nothing.  =\
Thank you for your explanation though, and I don't mind at all if you digress, it's interesting to learn new things.  n.n

I love fruit, even though I'd prefer to be carnivorous, but it seems even the carnivores in the wild will occasionally have some fruit.. but I also love juicy food, so that might be a reason I like fruit.. plus the sweetness.  I also love me some cheese though, so I don't know which I'd pick over the other..
Do you ever eat anything like honey?  Or is that too much carbs?

Where do you guys get your fat?  Can you only get it from like, a butcher?  Or is it possible to find it in a grocery store?  if it's in a store, what section is it usually in?  I never seen just fat by itself or any bone marrow, which I really really want to try.

Well, my dad keeps the fridge so cold that sometimes things end up freezing in there.  >~>;
plus I can't keep my meat in the fridge because my dad would freak if he know I was eating raw meat.. so I pretty much have to buy smaller amounts of meat and eat it all as fast as I can before it goes bad.

So the brown colour could just be that it's dried out rather than high?  The brown part does have a bit of a stronger taste to it, a taste that was usually very off-putting in the few pieces of grain-fed meat that I experimentally ate raw when I was younger but doesn't taste so bad in this grass-fed beef, and isn't really that dry though.

It's been out in open air for more than a couple hours, though.  >>;

Well the ground beef seems quite a bit easier to eat after having warmed up, and after the surface turned a bit brown after sitting out.

does the brown mean it's slightly high?  or does it take a lot longer to start becoming high (or not even become high at all) even if it's been completely open-air rather than in a sealed jar?

Hm, I dunno, all I know is that the more milk I consumed, the less the pain of my cramps.. as for trying potassium, I'd rather get it from a natural source than a pill/supplement..

How about anyone else's diets, though?  I wanted to see what variety there is, but so far I've only been given one diet.

Lol, if the future is grim for having kids, then why there so many teen and unwanted pregnancies?

and anyways, I see infertility in humans as a good thing.  They're already overpopulating and destroying this planet, maybe they'll actually be the cause of their own decline and finally balance things out.

I have a Fresh & Easy that just went up by my work that sells never-frozen beef, but it's corn-fed.

I might move out of here someday, I don't know, but for now I don't have much of a choice.

And usually I actually feel quite a bit more invigorated by the moonlight and the cool night air than in sunlight and hot day air.  I work at a pizza place delivering pizza, so actually most of the time I'm out driving around in the sunlight, but my car also has no air conditioning so it's usually uncomfortably hot and I can't wait until the sun goes down and things cool off.

Another thing that makes me feel actually rather hyper and energetic is rainy weather.  i LOVE rainy weather!  it makes me just want to run all around outside and go crazy, lol.