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It’s primal psychosis; much in the same way women become obsessive about looks and will go to extremes to look “better” than other women; there are men who seek value in developing  hyper dominant physical features.

These freakish extremes of both the masculine or feminine are not realistically attractive to many sane members of the opposition sex; so to question why is indeed apropos

I have arrived at the conclusion that as human beings are concerned it’s best to question the sanity of the entire lot of us. I’ve had a front row seat in witnessing the descent into mass hysteria of the world.

AJ is definitely one of the mad ones, who seemed like an informational fiend entirely enraptured with the madness of the world we live in; while at the same time he remains blind to the Jungian axiom of what you resist persist.

This spiraling dance of dichotomy that frames the ethos of us and them is how our race and perhaps the larger universe itself engages in the act of creation. Humans have a natural drive to be divided into factions and pit one against the other in an eternal ever evolving sophisticated saga of conflicts and contest.
“We have no reason to harbor any mistrust against our world, for its not against us. If it has terrors, they are our terrors. If it has abysses, these abysses belong to us. If there are dangers, we must try to love them, and only if we could arrange our lives in accordance with the principle that tells us that we must always trust in the difficult, then what now appears to us to be alien will become our most intimate and trusted experience.

How could we forget those ancient myths that stand at the beginning of all races – the myths about dragons that at the last moment are transformed into princesses. Perhaps all the dragons in our lives are only princesses waiting for us to act, just once, with beauty and courage. Perhaps everything that frightens us is, in its deepest essence, something helpless that wants our love.

So you must not be frightened if a sadness rises before you larger than any you’ve ever seen, if an anxiety like light and cloud shadows moves over your hands and everything that you do. You must realize that something has happened to you. Life has not forgotten you, that it holds you in its hands and will not let you fall. Why do you want to shut out of your life any uneasiness, any miseries, or any depressions? For after all, you do not know what work these conditions are doing inside you.”

- Rainer Maria Rilke

I never assumed he was pure raw paleo by any stretch of the imagination; but I am intrigued by his bastardized integrative approach that uses elements of both natural and unnatural Extremes in order to obtain insane results.

Please forward any other evidence to back up the claim of insulin, growth hormone, and other such substances he is accused of using; it would be interesting?

It seems his wife and children may be on a more natural diet and lifestyle path and it would be interesting to see how the entire family holds up over time.

I agree with much of the ancestral tenants he professes, although I concede it is deceptive for someone who becomes wealthy selling “natural”  to be secretly getting jacked on the unnatural.

The guy has ABS IMPLANTS.. signs of continues human growth hormone usage on his abdominal skin and is bigger than the average hormones using bodybuilder.

I suspect he is using something; but is there any proof of implants? Or testimony on what exactly he may be taking?

Although not exclusively paleo, high quality bio-identical hormone replacement therapy; if combined with an extremely pure primal lifestyle approach, could have amazing results.

Perhaps liver king won’t live to be 90 like natural raw meat body builder Arman Tanny, but he could possibly  be a total beast of a man for the next 3 decades?

Time will tell, and it would be helpful to know exactly what if any drugs the man may be using.

Info / News Items / Announcements / Re: Vice article featuring Me
« on: July 20, 2022, 11:51:07 pm »
Weston filmed a good portion of his visit to my homestead and will be uploading clips over the following weeks.

Info / News Items / Announcements / Re: Vice article featuring Me
« on: July 05, 2022, 12:25:19 am »
Breaking radio silence to bring forth latest updates on the Saga that is my life.

Apparently, the background check must have been flagged for my strange addiction. The producers simply Ghosted me and have not responded in weeks. Such cowardice and lack of human decency is rife within the media cancel culture. 

On the Legal front I've managed to retain a pro freedom attorney who is willing to fight by my side as I take my case to trial. He has managed to split my case into two separate trials so that the first trial will only deal with my posting public indictments to the walls of our corrupt establishment, which might possibly happen by November. While the prohibited sacraments will constitute an entirely different trial which can't be scheduled until sometime next year.

Since the first trial only pretrains to minor criminal mischief charges I will have a much better chance to use it as an opportunity to challenge the entire Status Quo regarding the covid Tyranny. I am not ashamed of what I had to do! After months of attempting to reach out to authorities and beg for a proper investigation; enduring criminal abuse and experiencing extreme duress at the hands of the very authorities entrusted with protecting the people; I had no other recourse other than to send out an SOS cry for help.

As a man in a unique position of understanding the insidious nature of the crimes being committed against the people, while also fully aware of the limitations of our outdated and corrupted systems of law and justice to protect the people from the technocratic superstructures which have hijacked our world; I was called to take action in defense of the health and liberty of the people of my community. I am an Honest man in good standing with my community, I have witnesses of good reputation that will testify to the self-evident view that the Covid 19 was an engineered false pretext to deprive the people of their constitutional liberty.

I will state here that I have every intention of winning and will never give up or give in; if something were to ever happen to me, let it be known that I am a man of Peace would never harm myself or others; and let my many years here be a testament to who I am and what I was attempting to accomplish!     

On a brighter note I am planning on meeting up in person with Weston, and if all goes well we should have some content of interest that I will post here in the next couple of months.

Info / News Items / Announcements / Re: Vice article featuring Me
« on: March 17, 2022, 09:42:25 am »
They are going forward with production for TLC, contingent upon my background check. The producer said they were only making sure I wasn’t a violent offender; so still not exactly how it will pan out since bring charged but not yet convicted of non violent offenses (Que sera sera)

((((Hello Derek,

We are happy to be filming your story for our upcoming season of My Strange Addiction. As our Executive Producer Joel mentioned to you over the phone, we are required to do a standard background check before filming with you.

You should have received an email from our background check company, XG Consultants with a link to complete your application. Please be sure to complete the forms as soon as possible so we can clear and schedule you for filming.

If you have any questions, please do not hesitate to contact us.

Thank you,)))

Info / News Items / Announcements / Re: Vice article featuring Me
« on: March 14, 2022, 12:56:10 pm »
Wild Times and Stange days have found me....

The My Strange addiction casting call is going forward, and they want to green light the potential "hit piece". It has been approved for filming, lord have mercy.  I had originally thought they may have found out about my domestic seditional radicalism escapades, but it looks like they are clueless about my legal predicament...bless their paparazzi hearts.

Im also communicating with Weston about doing a follow up later in the year and am brainstorming on a potential pilgrimage to meet with a videographer to document on video a candid expose on the life and times of "Yours truly' ahead of my Trial . Though in my heart I know I have not harmed anybody, and was only doing what I thought was right to warn the people of my community about what is coming; but due to the mass media induced psychosis of many people in the local jury pool I may lose this fight and will have to spend some time in prison, so I would like to be able to get a raw uncensored message out to the world before being caged and silenced by the state.

Before the Clarion to action drew me out of the safety of the Cave, I intended to lay low and live the obscure working man life until my children were grown, before the war got too bad. The writing is on the wall for those with eyes to see and there were many harbingers who have been warning of what is coming, though I admit from pre 2020, I didn't think it would get to this point of total fuckery until later in the decade (bravo, well done alien overlords) . The blitzkrieg is occurring world wide and what a whirlwind it is reaping. The watershed moment is here; many of our fellow captives are dumbfoundedly reenacting the Ghost Dance of false hope, while the world grows more inhuman
 and loveless every day. 

These coming months may be the last free days I will experience before being taken away to the gulags; as dark as the prospects may seem, Hope springs eternal in the Beast of Man, and in the indominable spirit of the noble savage; its game on now! Are we Mice or are we Cave Men? Time to yell it on the mountain and shout it from the roof tops, stand up and make an uproar! I would rather die like a tiger than Live like a Pussy!

Cathartic hyperbolic rhetoric aside I'm going to continue to work, live and love to the fullest. Its uncanny, this feeling of resolution; an optimism persist even in the depths of chronic foreboding and the melee of daily trifles; the primrose path is being cleared and the stage is being set for something sublimely beautiful and disastrous; win or lose, drawl or fall, life must be lived, and experienced with eyes wide open! 

Info / News Items / Announcements / Re: Vice article featuring Me
« on: February 23, 2022, 10:11:46 am »
Here is The Weston Rowe interview on youtube

Off Topic / Re: What are you listening to?
« on: February 20, 2022, 01:45:09 pm »

'Cause we got a mighty convoy
Rockin' through the night
Yeah, we got a mighty convoy
Ain't she a beautiful sight?

Info / News Items / Announcements / Re: Vice article featuring Me
« on: February 18, 2022, 10:18:58 am »
After a few delays I believe there will be a live stream on Instagram with Myself and Weston Saturday 12:00 est, let me know if anyone is interested in checking out the chat, and I will try to share the link when I get it.

Info / News Items / Announcements / Re: Vice article featuring Me
« on: January 21, 2022, 09:53:07 pm »
Ive heard nothing from TLC producers since my skype interview, and can only assume they discovered the raw power of my true nature and were frightened away.

Ive been contacted my Weston Rowe, the newly famous raw meat man, and we may be working on an interview in the near future. It may not get millions of views, but if it happens im sure people here may be able to appreciate what we have to say.

Personals / Re: Where is the best land for Raw Paleo refugee?
« on: January 18, 2022, 12:06:49 am »
Did you grandmam have a good life, according to her? Not seeing a car your entire life does not say anything about being happy. And moving to the city would, in my opinion, not really be a step forward.

The highlight of her week would be to walk with her brother down the train tracks with a dime, to buy a moon pie at the local store, then walk back to the cabin. Simplicity isnt necessarily happiness but I believe being raised in a humble environment can be a good foundation. If you start out with a humble origin, raised without a technological cocoon, then you are so much more capable of appreciating all the wonder the technology hive has to offer. Children who are born directly into the womb of metropolis, have no experience to act as contrast, and so are incapable of feeling the wonder, nor are they able to wander back and forth between the rustic and progressive worlds.

My Grandmother having lived during many eras during her own lifetime, and experienced many ways of life, was able to be equally happy in a backwoods cabin as in a high rise penthouse.

Personals / Re: Where is the best land for Raw Paleo refugee?
« on: January 16, 2022, 02:23:39 am »
You can come out here and help me out building fences so I can raise sheep again.  I have a lot of fruit trees that need to be planted and acres that could be gardened.  There is good hunting, tons of turkeys and deer.  I would like to start selectively logging our property for firewood.  We have so many dead standing trees, a lot make great habitat but we could definitely stand to take down a few and process to firewood to make money.  We have 122 acres plus 2 acre homestead.

What state do you live in? If my next vacation takes me to somewhere close , I could stop by to visit and discuss future prospects for the homestead.

The system is already collapsing (in the US).

The US system has collapsed before, during the great depression, and yet life went on. My grandmother was born in 1937 and raised poor as poor could be in a log cabin built in a mountain holler. Her Parents were subsistence farmers, hunters and moonshiners; she never seen an automobile until she was 5 years old. Without any outside access to the world, she grew up never knowing how poor they were until growing up and moving into the city.

As impractical and full of hardship as it may seem, with a degree of hard work and sacrifice, it is theoretical possible to return to more humble ways of living and being content. I did not follow that path when my children were born, largely because the childrens mother couldn't rough it. Now I am dreaming about finding a balanced middle ground, where I could live and work in Zion part time, while having a place of refuge to retreat to. If Im blessed enough to live long, then one day I hope to find my pasture to homestead and teach the grandchildren the ancient ways.

Personals / Re: Where is the best land for Raw Paleo refugee?
« on: January 15, 2022, 05:04:27 am »
I believe safety is in community, you need the right people in your area but also elsewhere, as what's safe today, may not be safe tomorrow. Having options ahead of time so that decisions must not be made in a rush and without proper consideration, is key.

Also keep in mind that it's not only the destination you should worry about, but the voyage.

Since few slaves step off the plantation with any frequency, it's most easy to target the ones who do than to constantly whip the ones staying put like they're supposed to.

I have the voyager spirit and know very well this life is a journey; and im somewhat content being agnostic on the question Determinism Vs Free Will as the guiding forces of fate and destiny. Not knowing what the future holds and embracing the uncertainty of ones decisions is part of the grace of lifes mystery. There is a balance I seek between safety and freedom; adventure and comfort; community and solitude. I was fairly content with the local community pre 2018, but post covid the slave mentality has come over the land like a tidal wave and I see how it could be signaling me to consider an exodus. Though its obviously a global phenomenon, there still must be pockets of refuge dispersed throughout the various lands of the once free nations.
I do not live in US, but if I did, South Dakota looks pretty good regarding the response:,_2020
My Mother was born in South Dakota and my Grandmother claims moving there was the worst decision ion her life. When I visited it seemed a very harsh land with very harsh people in small towns surrounded by the barren desolate landscapes of the Badlands.

- I'm assuming that there will be no apocalypse, no specific date where everything really goes to shit. Everything will just get worse and worse, but most people will go along with it. They will just accept that their lives are getting worse and worse. The people in power are to smart to have an apocalypse, because that would mean that the entire system will collapse. I would think that the people in power would not want that to happen, because they are pretty happy with this system i guess. If anybody has any theories on why everything will crumble, please share them. I'm curious about this.

Please share your thoughts on my thoughts =)
“Ours is essentially a tragic age, so we refuse to take it tragically. The cataclysm has happened, we are among the ruins, we start to build up new little habitats, to have new little hopes. It is rather hard work: there is now no smooth road into the future: but we go round, or scramble over the obstacles. We’ve got to live, no matter how many skies have fallen.”  D H Lawrence

Each Generation has to face its apocalypse as well as its renaissance . Systems rise and fall outside of the best laid plans of mice and men. Im not sure if there is a human will on top controlling the flow of events. I tend to feel that there are impersonal forces and higher powers at work in guiding the unfolding of evolving systems that work on levels beyond the notions of human hierarchical power schemes. This life is a collaborative effort and each of us has influence over and are influenced by the other. Part of the dance of Kali, wheel of existence and the illusions of Maya are there to trick us into handing over our divine power to the imps, dominating and trickster spirits. These incessant struggles for power and control; through cycles of epic conflict and collaboration; and the taking on of the various roles; our world is created and evolved. The constant conflict and struggle is just as much of a necessity to the act of creation as is the tranquility, beauty, and Peace. Frustrations arise when we try to place human morals and judgment upon the forces of nature, as well as projecting our own feelings upon others. This frustrations and projections are also a vital part of the dance, and it motivates the drives and inspires individual beings into taking actions which further perpetuate the cycles of living and dying.
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If I didn't have family in Pennsylvania I would move to NH.  Their state rep Mike Sylvia is proposing succession from the Union due to it's tyrannical behavior.  I no longer salute the federal flag either. It means tyranny, imperialism, and corporate feudalism over Americans.

I remember after the 911 false flag I renounced material possession and denounced US imperialism and lived like a vagabond for over a year, before reconciling with the Empire. Its a damn complicated topic, on the one hand the US Empire has stabilized much of the world after WW2 and has somewhat kept other authoritative regimes from running entirely amok, while at the same time its been involved in the subjugation abuse and murder of innocent people. There is no easy answer to the question of how nations should justly wield their power or to what means are justified to secure the general welfare? Or who is to say what the General welfare Means? These conflicts are also an eternal part of the divine comedy and tragedy of life and are destined to play out within each of the lives of the children of earth, as each of us pursues our own multifaceted objectives.

Personals / Where is the best land for a Raw Paleo refugee?
« on: January 14, 2022, 02:03:42 pm »
This is just a hypothetical, I’ve been pondering lately. My homeland has been infiltrated by legions of Covid Mad Walking Brain Dead Lemmings and as much as I plan on standing my ground and fighting the good fight, it would be prudent to have an escape plan in such times of uncertainty and persecution. Where I live is a liberal leaning city of over 300,000 people, so if things begin to go zombie apocalyptic, there will be a need to relocate asap.

So instead of waiting until the last minute to prepare an escape plan, I would be interested in brainstorming with others about prospect locations that would be ideal for raising sheep semi off grid, near a community of people dedicated to maintaining maximum personal freedom through the duration of the War. A place of low enough population density with enough quality grazing land to actually support a small self sustaining community.

Personals / Where is the best land for Raw Paleo refugee?
« on: January 14, 2022, 02:03:15 pm »
This is just a hypothetical, I’ve been pondering lately. My homeland has been infiltrated by legions of Covid Mad Walking Brain Dead Lemmings and as much as I plan on standing my ground and fighting the good fight, it would be prudent to have an escape plan in such times of uncertainty and persecution. Where I live is a liberal leaning city of over 300,000 people, so if things begin to go zombie apocalyptic, there will be a need to relocate asap.

So instead of waiting until the last minute to prepare an escape plan, I would be interested in brainstorming with others about prospect locations that would be ideal for raising sheep semi off grid, near a community of people dedicated to maintaining maximum personal freedom through the duration of the War. A place of low enough population density with enough quality grazing land to actually support a small self sustaining community.

Personals / Re: What happened to svrn?
« on: January 12, 2022, 11:49:17 pm »
I wish there was more than just anecdotal observation to prove the imposter theory. Milk Jar has a distinct ridge on his ears that I have noticed in both videos. His face is a little broader and his demeanor a little more chill, but this could feasibly be a natural change; there are three years between the clips.

The last two years of the global mass formation event has divided people from all areas of life. The Raw Meat Eating great apes of earth have always been somewhat rogue and contentious especially with each other, and I feel like the War has made us all become even more remote and distant.

Its a damn shame that this place was abandoned as it was. I had drawn strength over the years through my correspondence with some of the Greats that use to come here. Even my ideological foes, like Eric and Cherimoya would inspire me to question deeper. Past Peers like Tyler, Van, Lex, Ken would always add a different perspective to the discussion. The Women I respected like Eve, Inger, Jessica, and many others gave a feminine contrast and were like inspirational muses to me.

Sure there are plenty of social media threads out there dedicated to these topics, but to me its like an overwhelming ocean of never ending text of ever shifting context, where there is little chance to build such an archive as what we had here.

Alas, Its truly a mournful state of affairs

Off Topic / Re: Quote of the Day(inspired by SD's post)
« on: January 11, 2022, 03:22:16 am »
"When a long train of abuses and usurpations, pursuing invariably the same Object evinces a design to reduce them under absolute Despotism, it is their right, it is their duty, to throw off such Government, and to provide new Guards for their future security."

Declaration of Independence (July 4th 1776)

Personals / Re: What happened to svrn?
« on: January 09, 2022, 08:34:16 am »
I believe Svrn got into a pissing match cat fight with Cherimoya Kid and got banned, before Cherimoya went off the reservation himself.

He also is known as MilkJar, and was banned from Youtube, for the milk is racist saga.

This is the last I have seen of him

Journals / Re: Using Diet to Heal
« on: December 26, 2021, 08:45:12 am »
Sabertooth, I hope you don't mind me asking, but when you talk about higher powers protecting you, would you tell me who/what you are referring to?   

Ive been asking myself that question for as long as I can remember, and the answers have changed continually along with the various stages of this incarnation. The truth is ultimately beyond words, All I have to offer others is remnants of sentiments, memories and epiphanies; that have over the years changed me from a cynical nihilistic youth, into a much more humble in the face of the mystery Man. When I was a child of 3 years I noticed a birth mark below my knee and remember my mother telling me its from when my guardian angle kissed me as a baby. At times through my growth I have felt the benevolent spirit watching over me, while at other times during my sickness I have felt cursed and outcast by God.

During my last severe bout of illness back in 2008 I remember being stricken terrible with sickness, and also a deep despair of a realization that my life could end in a sick meaningless mess of madness and my young children will become lost to the wicked world. While bedridden with viral meningitis and through the subsequent months of flair ups of an unknown affliction, I prayed constantly for relief, while also promising to God, that if I were to become well again, that I would serve a higher calling whenever called upon.

Of course with life being a fickle tempest, even after regaining health, I often failed to live up to my vows to God. Many other times since those darkest days, I have had challenges, made mistakes, and faced moments of Doubt; but since regaining my faith, I have always looked past these trifles for the opportunity for redemption and renewal by Spirit. Each new suffering that emerges is now viewed upon as a learning experience, instead of a divine punishment; and the pain of existence is transformed into a passion to keep living for the divine moment, regardless of the precarious status of an ever falling sky, or the torment of ever wayward Spirits.

In order to order a Modern Society, the collective mind of humanity infernally attempts to force the separation of the secular from the spiritual worlds; to divide God from Science; to segregate the Ape from its essence. These circumstances create a chronic state confliction and leads to many feeling discombobulated and out of touch with our own nature. Perhaps to a certain degree we must learn to accept these harsh man made realities and try to see that these systems of social control are in many ways necessary for maintaining order among an ever growing horde of highly volatile hominids with Genocidal tendencies. The question then is how best to organize and implement these massive systems of regulations and mental control; which is as much a matter of Art and Religion, as it is of science and reason.

In some ways its easier for many of us to hide behind the dogmas of the Gods, or the iconography of the secular philosophy, or some other mental tripe made up by the control freaks of the day; than to face up to our own individual responsibility in the creative process of life as it manifest here and now. God Consciousness is our birthright as human beings; the ability of the earths children to think for themselves and direct their own destiny, is in direct accord with the fundamental forces of creation itself. The same forces of creation and destruction, that evolved within the movements of the Stars and galaxies, work to shape and form the societies of humankind.  This ancient religious sentiment of a cosmic consciousness worldview, in which there is no separation between the creator and the creation, is extremely empowering to the individual; as well as can be extremely disruptive to precarious hierarchical societies built upon restricting and enslaving the individual. I know from first hand experience that those clinging to worldly power do not want to hear anything about the existence of any such higher powers. I am currently under felony indictment and at war with the State that has become Deaf, Dumb and Blind to the truth that there is a higher form of justice than the planet of the ape courts will ever acknowledge.

These dynamic conflicts of (power and control)(creator and Creation)(Slaves and Masters) have played out through the sagas of the ages, and for those with eyes to see, are being played out right now on a scale and sophistication, so grandiose, it boggles the mind to begin to fathom. From within this wilderness backwater forum; from the tiger eyed view, I sit as a silent (and sometimes not so silent) witness, to this divine comedy; not knowing whether to laugh, cry or scream. If there is anything I am sure of, it is that those wild angels watching over the fleshlings of earth are getting one hell of a show.

Not sure if that answers the question, but thanks for allowing the space for some of these musings to be let out.

Journals / Re: Using Diet to Heal
« on: December 26, 2021, 03:56:14 am »
Try not to become Demoralized, that's exactly what the bastards running this want!  This moment in time is meant to be our test; it is the ordeal we must go through in order to prove ourselves worthy of the next step in human evolution, however the chips may fall.

If we can survive the great culling and genetic warfare currently being waged, while preserving our biological integrity, then there may be a chance to come out the other side of this thing with our humanity intact. You are not alone in this struggle, and there are higher powers at work that protect those with the will to protect themselves.

Events have been set into motion where the decimation of the population may be inevitable; as it has been during the various other eras of culling throughout the human epochs. Saving everyone was never an option regardless of what era or what war one finds themselves alive in. Wars have causalities, and there are people who are already lost beyond hope, so do not waste your strength fighting for the doomed. Instead seek out allies amongst the strong, work to build a parallel society and prepare for a long siege; this will be a war of attrition, and only those with true grit, endurance and strength of will are going to be judged by the Gods of fortune as worthy of inheriting the wind!

Info / News Items / Announcements / Re: Good Samaritan SOS
« on: December 18, 2021, 12:34:59 pm »
I believe all the other mods have abandoned this desolate wasteland?? They are either missing or presumed to have succumbed to the plague. 

So much of my personal experience is chronicled here, I would be interested in reaching out to Edwin,  taking on a moderator role, and to also get a hard backup of my own writings here.

If I end up going to prison next year, I may actually have time to write a book and at least release it online to the carnivore community. It would be a minor personal tragedy if this place was taken away without warning.

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