I haven't updated in quite a while, but I'm still healing and have done so for the last couple of months so I figured it was about time that I updated this journal.


At the moment I've changed my diet to eating exclusively raw ground beef + back fat, while eating 300-500g of chicken/veal/beef liver every other day. The reason why I started eating the liver was because I couldn't get rid of all the candida toxins swerving around in my blood in a normal way. The raw meat would get those toxins in my system (meaning my body is slowly cleaning up) but the fat didn't take care of the toxins enough that I didn't suffer too much from symptoms.

You see, the anxiety that I get when I am full of candida toxins is unbearable. I start to overthink everything and also have to take a nap because I can get very tired all of a sudden, this usually happens in the afternoon (probably because of my body being overloaded by candida die-off/toxins). Eating liver quickly alleviates these symptoms, which has probably something to do with candida-induced free-radicals being cleaned up by the raw liver that I consume. I found a source for organic chicken livers that is rather cheap and usually in stock, so I should be able to maintain liver consumption for the time being.

That being said, I have noticed some signs that I've healed quite a bit from candida (or whatever is causing my issues). The first thing that I got when I started the raw primal/paleo diet was shaking and wobbling all over my body. Lots of people on the candida diet forum attested to this saying they had the same bodily sensation when they started the diet. It persisted and still persists for months but has slowly been decreasing in scale. I now only feel like 5/10 wobbles when I eat raw meat whereas I would feel around 30/50 wobbles when I started this way of eating. I figured this is my body slowly being cleaned of the candida, as toxins are expelled.

Another healing sign has been the enjoyment of music. Somewhere around 2 months ago I reached a new 'level' of music enjoyment - and all art/life enjoyment, for that matter - making me come to the conclusion that what I am doing is working and worth it. The whole reason I started this way of eating/experimenting with diet was because of depression, so seeing results in that field is definitely a very important development in my journey to health.

I am not sure if other people that healed candida had the same problems as I had. With that I mean the idea that as candida dies, the toxins circulate in the bloodstream, resulting in my candida symptoms being very active and sometimes even as bad as when I started this diet. I hope that when I mostly get rid of excess candida, my symptoms will all be gone at the same time, that would support my theory of candida toxins constantly being released as you fight the disease.

I hope I can report back to you guys in some time with more positive results. Even though it sometimes the diet can seem pointless because my symptoms just seem to return, there are always other days where I feel better than I've felt in a very long time, reminding me that I am slowly getting better.

I don't see any fat that you eat. Eating 1 kg of meat is too much, you want to eat like 600g and fill the rest with fat.

I think it's always amusing about these conspiracy theories,, that  the 'they' are the 'you'.   Everyone drinks the fluoridated water, everyone eats the glycosides, everyone is affected by chemtrails, everyone is harmed by mono crop farming, everyone gets blood sugar problems from carbs and sugar....    The 'they' wanting to create a weaker race are weakening themselves.

This is the reason why I don't believe in a big conspiracy. Things just got out of hand when people realised grain/agriculture was an easy way to inflate population numbers. The world still suffers from this 'invention' to this day. It's human stupidity/humans being disconnected from nature.

You're saying you couldn't get enough minerals from fish?
What about oysters/mussels? Oysters especially are so salty to me, it would be hard to not get enough minerals from them. They are traditionally eaten raw as well..

Cool stuff Derek.

Do you have anything to add about your experience meeting Sv3rige? I'm curious about your view of the meeting.

Hello,

I will be going on a trip to Budapest, from the 8th of May 'til the 13th.

I was wondering if there were any raw paleo foodists out there who could help me find good places to buy quality meat from, safe for raw consumption.

Cheers

Maybe it's just rotten? Mine rots if i let it sit for a week and starts to smell like you described.
Perhaps you can ask your butcher to cut off the top layer, because you find the smell repulsive.

I would start a video diary of some sorts about my raw paleo diet and how it combats my candida/depression. The thing is though that I don't feel like doing it because I am depressed. This sounds funny but is actually terrible. Imagine if I were to capture my transformation from depressed to happy and healthy on youtube while eating raw paleo. It would bring in lots of people because depression and candida are serious problems lots of people have.

I go to university and am part of the 'hipster' youngsters, so to say. It's crazy how many of them are vegetarian/try to minimize meat consumption. They all look terrible too, just take a look at the difference between the average faculty of economics student and the average faculty of humanities student. The faculty of humanities has more females and more homosexuals/feminine boys then any other place. They destroy themselves with their diet and believe in other religions, such as homosexuality. Note: I don't believe that homosexuality is 'wrong', however I do believe that believing in a line between heterosexuality and homosexuality and having to choose between them is wrong. It's a man-made idea, and male students that limit meat consumption prefer the latter.

But sverige  was banned from youtube last I checked, due to a vegan fanatic citing him? Apparently, youtube has been blindly promoting vegan themes as they are seen as leftwing while perceiving anything anti-vegan  such as sverige as rightwing. It isn't - more like individualist anarchism, if at all.

This is his youtube, he still uploads every 3 days
https://www.youtube.com/user/sv3rige

You might be mistaking Sv3rige for Milkjar, the latter got his channel suspended because he spammed vegan channels with his 'red pill' videos. He started a new channel though, this time he claims to be Milkjar's twin brother lol. I think he does this to prevent himself from being banned again.

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCyc-VCcxtnHbTkDyHUoWrgA

It's fine if it's only one night. But yeah, taste it first!

Yeah, why did he have them you think?